experience of SEE exam cancelled and covid-19

When the lockdown started, I was ecstatic. My final year of school was about to finish, the SEE exam was certainly about to be cancelled, the sun was shining and that wide smirk in my face was bright. I was happy after the news, and was not saddened more. Nevertheless, I questioned myself,” how thorny could staying at home possibly be?” After a while, the reality of the situation started to show up.

Being locked at home for long got to be more difficult days after the days. I started getting distressed about the pandemic. I had nightmares most nights, and started facing insomnia. It was alike being plunged, trapped in the same place. I never had a patience regarding this tough time, in fact who can cope these for a long period.

 However, over time, I initiated ways to deal with the pandemic, even when it was, still is a forced thing. I then realized that this situation of lockdown, gave me much times to work on the things I like, my hobbies, that had been previously hectic by schoolwork, and even discovered myself a more. In progress I also started baking, drawing and writing again, and felt free in the unparalleled in months, not going anywhere. I had forgotten how good it felt to be one of the creative people. I started spending more time with my family. I hadn't realized how much I had missed times with the busy going life .And suddenly we got a news that our exam is being cancelled by the government and they decided to give us marks from our internal evaluation. It is good news for us however it is bad for the topper who are reading hardly in this lockdown to get better result in SEE exam.

Almost a month later, I felt so much better. By now,I understand how difficult it is for we humans being trapped inside a same place for days. And there are only few to take care of you.Things take time to be healed, gradually everything goes better. Take time to revisit the things you love, and remember that all of these will ultimately pass. All we can do right now is stay home, look after ourselves, concern about ourselves and our loved ones, and look forward to a enhanced living future.